Juliet, 18, pansexual, UK.
I suffer from clinical depression and I'm trying to stay positive. but on occasion there may be triggering content.
Stay safe, remember that there are people who love you <3
I’ve resorted to only using this account when I’m in desperate need. But I feel betrayed.
My ex confessed, after over a year of being ‘friends with benefits’, that he was in love with me.
Just after I got a new boyfriend, and had finally gotten over him.
After hours of consoling him and trying to help him, I also found out that during this time, he’d fucked a girl I’m friends with, without telling me, despite the fact that I’d told him that I wasn’t cool with it.
My ‘friends’ decided not to tell me about this.
I fucking want to curl up in a ball and cry in my bed forever.
And I miss my Alex.
I hate myself because I complain about everything, even though things are so much worse for other people. I love you, and I hope things get better for you.